→♉︎THREE FACES OF ADAM ♏︎← by Adam Cerny ♑︎

→♉︎THREE FACES OF ADAM ♏︎←

by Adam Cerny ♑︎

✚ Subject 1: Trauma ✚
✚ Subject 2: Transformation ✚
✚ Subject 3: Fragmentation ✚

〈You cannot remind people who they are when they would rather forget〉

To - ANYONE WHO HAS EVER LOVED or FELT PAIN,
I’m about to get very real, because, we all should be. The personal journey of never-ending self-reflection that those of us are on, can feel shitty, at times. The journey can feel excellent, too.  
I’m validating all your emotions. You were right to feel that way when you did. Because you were doing the best you could at that time. So let that person, that version of you…off the hook. I know it’s very disheartening to accept the futility of a situation gone sour. 
Here’s the thing. I’ve noticed some common pitfalls. 
For those of us who are trying to “get to the bottom” of something in our lives…in case you haven’t noticed yet…there is no “bottom”. For those of us who are the “deep inner healing” path, there’s a reason it hasn’t worked yet.
You cannot go into it thinking, “I’m going to change this part of myself. I’m going to gaslight myself by turning this negative experience into a positive outcome.” This. Is. The. Lie. See - whatever happened to make you feel this way - wasn’t okay. You were right to feel the way you did. 
I see the disappointment in yourself when you let yourself down. I see people betray themselves daily. I sit here thinking, “How the hell do they expect to ever love themselves if they’re denying, disowning, rejecting, and pushing away, a part of themselves?” It’s the ultimate betrayal; separation.  
It’s because we lie to ourselves. 
Because - in case you hadn’t noticed - if what you were doing was working - IT WOULD HAVE WORKED BY NOW. You know? 
Great. So.
Here’s a challenge. If you’re in pain, I’m asking to accept that you’re in pain. To feel it, doesn’t mean you’ve “accepted” it. Care MORE about yourself than the “daily affirmations” you’re beating yourself up for. 
I want you to love + care about yourself so much that it doesn’t matter if you’re “better” or “fixed”. 
Here’s the spoiler alert. It’s not about “getting better”. It’s not about “changing” any part of who you are. Create space for your pain to co-exist in the light with you. I want you to feel this.
Do you feel how when you say, “I want to be better”, you’re telling yourself to be something other than what you are? I’m not asking you to approve of the conditions, by any means. 
The reality is that we’ve never accepted that it’s okay to feel our emotions. Which means we’ve never given ourselves permission to be who we are. Throw “authenticity” out the door. We like the version of ourselves that “feels good”…and we abandon ourselves when we don’t. Right?
So that’d be the definition of being our own worst enemy, yes? 
That’s the reality. 
I’m not going to be gentle about this. It’s time to wake up, sunshine, and see that the key to your pain, is in your pain. Pain is your body saying, “Hey! I’m something you’ve been suppressing! I want to come up for healing! If you keep pushing me away…I’ll show up in more nefarious ways. I am suppressed emotional pain. I will graduate to physical pain because there is no separation between the two.”
Do you see how pernicious this cycle can become? 
I want you to honor all your emotions because otherwise, I’d be asking you to betray yourself. No. Instead - LOVE yourself so hard it hurts. I’m not asking you to like pain. Love yourself, with NO conditions attached. “Love” is taking something’s best interests as your own best interests…as to become one, again…oneness, whole, etc... 
I don’t care who you are. You ARE SO deserving of love. 

This is the way things are. Take it or leave it. 

You cannot remind people who they are when they would rather forget. 

THREE FACES OF ADAM shows what can happen when we forget. 
I don’t want you to feel sad. I don’t want you to feel happy. I want you. All you. The way you are. Right now. In THIS moment. No conditions.
Spoiler alert - that’s what unconditional love is. Walk the talk. 

YouTube version HERE 👉🏻http://bit.ly/2JSQHkS👈🏻

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-ADAM xoxo

MAY 2019

FREAKSHOW by Adam Cerny

FREAKSHOW by Adam Cerny

Remember how fun it used to be to find “easter eggs” hidden within your favorite films? We’ve become a bit desensitized to that excitement, I feel. Now, we expect the little surprises. I like stories which retain a spirit of magic. It’s rare to find that very individual + personal honesty in storytelling nowadays. This unification of “method” under certain umbrellas (schools of thought) indoctrinate us into a pattern of imitating + resembling.

Storytelling can be a very personal, spiritual process. It’s a transcendental exercise of focused energy + intent. The act of telling a story is a process of movement in itself. It’s as much an “experience” for the actors + crew as it is for the audience…just, flipped.

A lot of audiences don’t know that their energy is read like a hawk from those on stage. This is why I believe storytelling + acting are deeply personal and sometimes private, processes. The “easter eggs” in my short films are hidden in plain sight. Once the egg is cracked open there is sweetness to find.

I’m a person like anyone else in the sense that I’m amazingly flawed + human. I have this “sordid past” of sorts… that only makes sense, right? Because we all do. We all have a freakshow within us where all of the rare oddities come out to play. This is where the conundrum starts: do I blend or stand out?

My Vedic Sagittarius moon wants to tell you to let your freak flag fly, proudly. My Tropical Capricorn moon wants me to tell you to reel it in. My Tropical Scorpio ascendant is going to show you everything you’re scared of, in yourself, through me. I serve as a mirror for your subconscious. I’m also going to tell you that it’s okay to show your flaws.

Because - who gets to decide “said attribute” is a flaw? Who decided flaws are inherently "bad"? Who? You? Me? Or is it just open season, for anyone? The answer is going to be different for everyone. While I preach a message of unity + oneness in this Universe, conversely I want to marry that with the self-awareness of being a separate being. Of expressing yourself through your body. We are all fragments of each other, searching for our way back to unity.

Take it easy on yourself. You won’t have all the answers + you’ll never get it all “right”. Sometimes you will, sometimes you won’t, and sometimes you’ll straddle the line between the two. And - you know what? That’s okay. Why? Because I said so. That’s why.

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-ADAM xoxo

APRIL 2019

HAPPY 420 + EARTH DAY by Adam Cerny

HAPPY 🌱420 + 🌎EARTH DAY by Adam Cerny

**DISCLAIMER**
👉🏻I do not support the use of chemically addictive drugs. HOWEVER - that being said, please feel free to have a fun smoke session with your favorite Earth-grown plant prior to watching this video. THAT. IS. THE. POINT.👈🏻

April 20th + Earth Day makes me feel as connected to Mother Nature as I'll ever be. There is a pulse, a rhythm, to this beautifully symbiotic relationship. Us + Earth + Nature.

I'm a Sun-Earth sign, Taurus. I've felt a deep connection to our physical world from before the age of two. My earliest memories are of playing in the rain. I was obsessed with baths, swimming pools, thunder + rainstorms. This could have a lot to do with my Scorpio Ascendant sign. Water + Earth.

I've always viewed Marijuana as a gift given to us by the Earth, Source, God, Spirit, Mother Nature... whatever esoteric belief system you subscribe to, insert "name". While I understand why some people are adamantly against Marijuana (because I have empathy), I certainly do not agree. I've seen Marijuana provide pain + healing relief to people whose lives have changed for the better because of it. And, let's be honest, it's just an herb. It's time to stop demonizing the gift of Marijuana and start relishing in the natural medicinal benefits it was always meant to provide to us.

I've separated this visual + auditory art piece into two segments: IRRESISTIBLE + DADDY ISSUES (because Lord knows I have them! So do most of you, if not, Mommy Issues).

0:00 IRRESISTIBLE

2:05 DADDY ISSUES

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-ADAM xoxo

APRIL 2018

ADAM'S GUMBROS & GUMHOES by Adam Cerny

ADAM'S GUMBROS & GUMHOES by Adam Cerny

You know - I could write something quite profound about this video. I could. However, I don't want to muddy up all of the amazing fun I had while working on the musical, CATCH ME IF YOU CAN. I am now, officially, a Gumbro!

**Footage taken from dance rehearsal videos**

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-ADAM xoxo

APRIL 2018

YOUR BODY (fan request) by Adam Cerny

YOUR BODY (fan request) by Adam Cerny

Yes! I have had my first "fan request" to make a music video for YOUR BODY by Christina Aguilera. My fascination with visual beat recognition has grown considerably in the past few months.

I'd like to quickly answer a question the frequently comes up in regard to my videos where I'm creating art through dance + visuals.

QUESTION: Adam, why are you always naked in your videos? They're so sexy. Are you trying to send a message of provocation?

ADAM: Glad you asked! Although I'm not naked in THIS music video, I'm usually wearing very little, if any, clothing. I'll tell you why. Because - I want whoever is watching to know that the body they see doing all these visually contortions is ME. ALL OF ME. NO ONE ELSE. You can't hide when you're baring your skin.

QUESTION: But - it's a bit - slutty. Are you sure you're not an attention whore?

ADAM: If I wanted that, I'd post a video of me having sex. PERIOD. Does that clear things up for you?

QUESTION: (blank, emotionless stare)

ADAM: Great! Thanks for your time!

Sit back and dive in! 🎭💖

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-ADAM xoxo

FEBRUARY 2018

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 2018 (I Wanna Tap That) by Adam Cerny

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY 2018 (I Wanna Tap That) by Adam Cerny

❤️😘 In honor of this passionate + erotic commercial holiday (Valentine's Day), I made something special for you. Thanks to TAP THAT by Megan McCauley. Because - I WANNA TAP THAT!

"You, come on over here and play with me
Let me be your dirty fantasy
Yeah, I kinda like that, I wanna tap that
You can bet I'm gonna get you"

🔞WARNING: Might cause you to either have a mind melt or want to tap that. ;-) lol! PG-13!

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-ADAM xoxo

FEBRUARY 2018

MIND MELT: MY FIRST SLUTTY MUSIC VIDEO OF 2018 by Adam Cerny

MIND MELT: MY FIRST SLUTTY MUSIC VIDEO OF 2018 by Adam Cerny

Working in the spiritual community, I've come to witness a collective pain. A confusion. 2018 began and a series of unexpected events unfolded in the lives of many people. We see what's not working. We have many karmic decisions to make, now, more than ever.

Here are some facts that will uplift your spirit. Let's consider what's going right. Yes? Every day, the number of people living in poverty goes down by 217,000. 325,000 more people gain access to electricity every day. 300,000 more gain access to clean drinking water. I'm using the 1960s as a point of reference. In the 1960s, the majority of humans had always been illiterate + lived in poverty. Now, fewer than 15% are illiterate, and fewer than 10% live in extreme poverty. In another 15 years, illiteracy + extreme poverty might become a thing of the past. 

I want you to think of your lineage, your ancestry + your relatives who worked so hard for the life you are living. In the 1950s, the U.S. had segregation, polio, bans on interracial marriage, gay sex, and birth control. The majority of the world lived under dictatorships. Two-thirds of parents had a child die before the age of five. We had stifling limits on women + faced a famine. Look how far we've come, people! 

-2015 ripped my soul apart.
-2016 almost killed me.
-2017 was utter fucking hell.
-2018 is a shit show, so far.

I have found a solution of sorts. It's minor. It's a tweak in the way we tell ourselves certain stories about what's going on. I'm trying this again. Watch me.

-2015 opened my eyes to several truths I had been denying.
-2016 tested my strength + resilience in a way I couldn't have imagined.
-2017, on a whole, was a rollercoaster of a life lesson. I learned so much. I took away only the good.
-2018 is steering me towards my path in life, which I have strayed from.

You see, the "sweet spot" of pain lies. It lives in the space created when life shifts you from one path to another. It's not about the destination. It's about the journey. If we can find our stillness in that transition space, we have a chance at attaining nirvana. If we can all lighten up a bit. Life doesn't have to pave our way through polarizing events.

QUESTION: Hey! How has 2018 been working out for you, so far?
ADAM: (long pause)
QUESTION: (clears throat) How has 2018 been working out for you, so far?
ADAM: I heard you the first time. I'm trying to find the right words.
QUESTION: I'll rephrase, what has 2018 felt like for you, so far?ADAM: Utterly confusing. Disjointed. Incohesize. Chaotic. 2018 started off to a bitch of a start. I speak for the collective, as well. Everyone seems to be in so much pain. If they aren't, they are hiding it very well. I can feel it for everyone, though. I can feel it everywhere. Confusion paints many situations I've encountered. That's what 2018 has felt like for me, so far. A Mind Melt.
QUESTION: What do you intend to do about it?
ADAM: I don't have that much power. I suppose I can only try to navigate this, barely decipherable terrain, on my own. That's...so very much against my nature, though. I want to get out and help people. I can only do so much, though.
QUESTION: What CAN you do, Adam?
ADAM: A lot. I'm ambitious. I can be kinder. More loving. Neurologists make a claim. Every time you resist acting on your anger, you're rewiring your brain to be more calm and loving. I want to make people smile. I want to make myself smile. I want the applause.

These painful stories we tell ourselves mean to serve a higher purpose. We are in an age where people are identifying their destiny gate. Inescapable, fateful, life-altering events. Get inventive with your communication. Rose-colored glasses are great during the daytime. When it comes to night, it becomes very dark. Let's look at what is working, and go from there.

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-ADAM xoxo

FEBRUARY 2018

MY LAST SLUTTY MUSIC VIDEO OF 2017 by Adam Cerny

MY LAST SLUTTY MUSIC VIDEO OF 2017 by Adam Cerny 

As 2017 comes to a close, I couldn't be more apprehensive about 2018. Why? I don't know, REALLY, if I'm happy. I don't know how to define "happy" anymore, and it's something I'm determined to figure out. 

QUESTION: Adam, are you happy? 

ADAM: Do I feel happy in life? Um, let's see... 

I hope I'm finding happiness, right? 

Well, for me, if I can realize certain things in my work, I come the closest to being happy. And I can say that also about my life. 

Well, it only happens, I think, in moments. 

Sometimes when I'm working. 

I'll be able to fulfill a scene, truthfully, and then I think I'm the happiest. 

But, I'm not just generally happy. 

If I'm generally anything, I guess I'm generally miserable. 

I don't know.

I try to. Even if I feel like it or not, I'll try to make the effort to make contact with people around me.

Yes.

I think there are two things in human beings, as I think there is in myself. 

That they want to be alone, but they also want to be together, you know? 

Because I think I have, also, a sad side. 

And I think that's the way with people. But there is something with people where they need solitude for a while. 

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018! 

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-ADAM xoxo 

DECEMBER 2017

SWEET LIPS 1 + 2: LATE NIGHT SPECIAL by Adam Cerny

SWEET LIPS 1+ 2: LATE NIGHT SPECIAL by Adam Cerny

It's a light night special, folks! This is a "2 for 1" EVENT. You get a choice, my friends. Imagine same actors, same footage, different music/editing styles. Two completely different stories with the same source material.

This music + visual piece is JUST-FOR-FUN. There is no compelling artistic message behind this video. My fellow actor + I look hot as f***. That's all. 😘

**CHOOSE BELOW**

-SWEET LIPS 1: 0:01 (TAG, YOU'RE IT!)
-SWEET LIPS 2: 1:50 (BETTE DAVIS EYES)

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-ADAM xoxo

DECEMBER 2017

GLAMOUR + GO MAKEUP TUTORIAL with ADAM by Adam Cerny

GLAMOUR + GO MAKEUP TUTORIAL with ADAM by Adam Cerny

**CHALLENGE** Try to get through all 6 minutes with a straight face!

YouTube version is here - http://bit.ly/2zOotlT

Hi, lovelies! Let's get real. When one has kids, it's hard to find the time to go from "drab to FAB"...I'm a parent! I'm going to show you, in this makeup tutorial, how to GLAMOUR + GO in under five minutes, on a budget!

I share my makeup #lifehacks plus tips + tricks to get that beautiful glamorous look when you're on the go. Be sure to let me know what you think!

Tune in next time where I show you how to get a "Mermaid look" in three minutes for under $5!

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-ADAM xoxo

NOVEMBER 2017

ADAM'S TRANSFORMATION: PART TWO by Adam Cerny

ADAM'S TRANSFORMATION: PART TWO by Adam Cerny

trans·for·ma·tion
*Based on a true story. Or, is it?*

**PART ONE can be viewed HERE http://bit.ly/2x6KJqp**

This is the SEQUEL to the character of Adam's transformation story. When we left Adam, there had been a glitch in his transformation process. The plan was not executed according to the design. This error left Adam to fend for himself. Ultimately, this forced Adam to transform on his own accord.

I touched on a topic in PART ONE surrounding the collective's need to fix other people. My theory is that one cannot transform anything but themselves first. The self is paramount. The vogue psychology "self-love" movement has set people in several directions searching for this love. No one can precisely define what "self-love" really is. We have an idea, yes. If I were to ask you, "What can I actionably do right now to implement self-love into my life so I believe it 100%?", you might just stand there and not say a word. Uh-oh. Oops. Follow me with this. I'm finding that we are preaching our truths without anything substantial to show for it.

Be sure to TASTE your words BEFORE you spit them out. When one works hard in silence, it's the noise that can be its success. I am going to be amazingly honest with you, and you might not want to hear this. When one door closes, another door does not necessarily open. Sometimes if it doesn't open, it's not your door. Period. End of story. Where does that leave you?

With yourself. Only yourself. I can promise you that everyone in your life will leave you or die one day. This is a painstakingly inevitable truth. In tandem, this fact opens the doors to yourself. Get to know yourself. Investigate every inch of your soul and interrogate your body. You have yourself for a very long time; no one else.

These lofty goals that society comes up with to better our world are incredibly self-serving. They are more an act of show than of integrity. Hence the reason why we haven't reached the finish line on these goals. How can anyone expect to get to B from A when the ship (themselves) they're sailing in has never been inspected? Inspect yourselves, please. We should be trying to better ourselves. The rest will follow. Period.

The character of Adam has undergone his transformation, left to his own defenses. He found that he likes himself quite a bit. He recognizes his challenges, strengths, truths, and lies. He celebrates his life, even at a young age. By continually aiming to transform himself, this causes a ripple effect in everything he touches. This is the progress I speak of when society dreams up lofty goals.

I challenge all of you to make a list of five things you like about yourself. That simple. Just write down five things and leave the paper somewhere. Come back to it. Answer it when it calls. Add to it. I did this for myself.

Let's break this down in relation to myself...not the character of Adam. I'm an actor. THREAT ONE. I'm a singer. THREAT TWO. I'm a dancer. THREAT THREE. I'm an instrumentalist. THREAT FOUR. I choreograph + curate. THREAT FIVE. Therefore, I am a quintuple threat. A Penta-tastic combination of talent. That makes ME happy. Why? Because I said so. PERIOD.

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-ADAM xoxo

OCTOBER 2017

ADAM'S TRANSFORMATION: PART ONE by ADAM CERNY

ADAM'S TRANSFORMATION: PART ONE by Adam Cerny

trans·for·ma·tion
*Based on a true story. Or, is it?*

As German-American poet, Charles Bukowski, stated, "We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing."

Part one of a two-part series, part one explores the transformation process. The character of Adam is someone I relate to. I used to believe that I could change the world and make it a better place. Art, taking a stance, fighting for a cause, raising awareness. Giving myself over to other people. My belief had such fervor that I'd often lose myself in this conquest. We are a blip on the radar of the Universe. The Moon has more influence over the world than any one person or group of individuals. I came to realize that this collective goal we share is an utter waste of our time. We see this same scenario play out in our society. "Let's help everyone but ourselves."

We allow trivialities to shrink us. We grant permission to ourselves to run from nothing. We become spectral. Lost to ourselves. We create ghosts that roam around in our minds, and yes, it is haunting. Like Adam, I now believe that one cannot change the world. While it's a provocative and elitist goal, I can't find it workable. So, I want to mirror a new goal that plays out through the character of Adam. "I want to change myself." Now, that statement holds more weight. It's workable. It's a start.

I will always believe that humanity, as a collective, has the potential to shift the grid. Due to societal conditioning, I can't see this ever coming to fruition, though. Only if we all go back to home base and redesign our blueprint. If all were to do this, we could then branch out together. This is why I've separated my work into Part One and Part Two. Day and Night. Light and Dark. Anima and Animus. Yin and Yang. If we don't have a point of contrast to recognize, then how will we ever know how to transform?

This film only scratches the surface of what's available to us. Sometimes, we are the enemy. Our own enemy. Yet, rarely, are we ever our own best friend or lover. We nurture our enemies more than our comrades. The goal is not to learn, but to unlearn. Strip ourselves bare for ourselves to look at and examine. Only then can real change begin.

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-ADAM xoxo

OCTOBER 2017

ADAM'S VISUAL PSYCHEDELIC TRIP: DIRECTOR'S CUT by Adam Cerny

ADAM'S VISUAL PSYCHEDELIC TRIP: Director's Cut

By Adam Cerny

**DISCLAIMER** I do NOT advocate the use of harmful substances. At all. Ever. But, if you wanted to be in an altered state of consciousness when viewing this video, I'd recommend it. An herb that is grown from Mother Earth, particularly.

Director's Cut!? Yes. This was ALMOST never released. True story: this film was ALMOST completely scrapped so it would never see the light of day. Why? The film wasn't landing the way I had envisioned it. I never want to make a piece of art without attempting to show a facet of who I am. After "version 4" of this film, I finally found where it resonated in my soul.

I didn't want to make a film where I was dancing around, half naked, to pop music, without any real substance to support it. I did, yet, want to tell a story. Here's a nutshell version of that story: I'm a dancer. A singer. An actor. A writer. A poet. A photographer. So much ethereal energy; where do I channel it? My imagination. Your imagination. There is a collective consciousness that I'd like to see elevated. After all, dreams are a form of hallucination.

This film is an audio + visual experience. Instructions: put in your ear buds, go to a quiet, dark place and zone out. I've put all the necessary auditory and visual catalysts where they need to be. Don't focus on my body. I only wear little clothing because I want the world to see that the person doing the dancing on film...that person is ME. ONLY ME. That is MY BODY communicating emotion, strength, tone, inflection, and story.

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-ADAM xoxo

SEPTEMBER 2017

ADAM'S DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS by ADAM CERNY

ADAM'S DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS by Adam Cerny

What better way to take you "behind-the-scenes" of my life than to tell you EVERYTHING? I'm going to spill all my DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS. Check out my rapid-fire "q+a", and learn about the real me. Not the Adam you see on social media. Not even the Adam you see on stage or after the show. This is the real Adam. Me.

I have an excellent relationship with the real world, but I live in fantasy. Here's where things can get tricky for me. I'm often caught in a conflict of my authenticity, my need to express imagination, and searching for some inner meaning in it all to validate my efforts. I have a terribly sardonic sense of humor, and that offends some people. Please know that it is never my intention to step on anyone's moral compass or belief system.

I'll always draw to the dark. Yet, unlike the majority of people in my circle, I like to shine a light on the darkness. Expose it. That's where the real fun begins. So - this is me. For you.

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PEACE + LOVE ☮️❤️

-ADAM xoxo
AUGUST 2017

BEHIND THE SCENES WITH ADAM: EP3 (Neverland + Rock of Ages + Post-Show Depression) by Adam Cerny

BEHIND THE SCENES WITH ADAM: EPISODE 3 (Neverland + Rock of Ages + Post-Show Depression)

By Adam Cerny

Post-show depression. I've suffered from this since 5th grade's production of, "The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe." I played the younger brother, Edmund. The one who goes off with that evil Queen, enticing him with Turkish delights. When the world of Narnia closed, I went into a "chewing the scenery" 10-year-old depression. This emotional pattern has repeated itself with every show I've done since.

"Peter and the Starcatcher" is going to be a hard show to put to bed. Working with the QC Theatre Workshop is always a dream. It has always been a collaborative + artistic experience. This show, in particular, is a true ensemble piece. If one piece of the puzzle is missing, the story cannot play out. That's what theatre is to me. Storytellers coming together to make something much larger than themselves. There's nothing better than hearing an audience member say, "Hey, that meant something to me!"

This video features behind-the-scenes moments during "Peter and the Starcatcher". Jess Denney + Keenen Wilson make cameos. As you'll be able to see, Keenen and I had the most fun every night dressing up as mermaids for the Act 2 opener.

Huge thanks to everyone involved in "Peter and the Starcatcher." Special love to everyone who came out to support the show. We hope you had a magical time. Be sure to check out the QC Theatre Workshop here 👉🏻👉🏻http://bit.ly/1LgVLG7👈🏻👈🏻 and their August world premiere of BROKEN.

Post-show depression sets in. A line from the show changed my whole perspective on how I approach the end. It's something I'd like for you ponder on and think about. "No! It's supposed to hurt - that's how you know it meant something! This isn't the end. You're going to remember everything, every single detail -"

I'm so stoked to announce that I'm joining the amazing group of ROCK OF AGES (local premiere) at The Black Box Theatre. The show opens August 10th. Get your tickets here 👉🏻👉🏻http://bit.ly/2ixnlus👈🏻👈🏻 I play Joey Primo. Love the 1980s and all the glitz + glamor + rock of that time? This show is for you. The group telling this story is wildly talented.

This video also includes pictures from when my dear friend KP came to visit me this past weekend. I needed time with someone who knows me. Not what they want to see in me. But for who I actually am. I love her so much. Peppered throughout the video are clips from my upcoming short film. "DIRTY DANCING WITH ADAM." No, it's not just dirty dancing. It ties in with post-show depression and how I prepare my body for the next project.

The show must always go on, folks. Stories need to be told, and I'm dedicated to tell as many in my life as I can. Enjoy and see you at ROCK OF AGES!

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PEACE + LOVE ☮️❤️

-ADAM xoxo

JUNE 2017

CONFESSIONS OF A GAY DRAMA QUEEN by Adam Cerny

CONFESSIONS OF A GAY DRAMA QUEEN by Adam Cerny

**CAUTION** PROFANITY

This short film is going to piss a lot of people off. I can feel it. I can sense the backlash. What is that situation? DRAMA! That fashionable word we all love to throw around.

First, a little bit about me. I'm an actor, a singer, a social media guru. I've single-handedly kept my network attune to the inner workings of my personal life. I would define my personality as creative. I'm a bit of a night owl. I'm addicted to love, theatre, music, and myself...according to my best friend, DRAMA. So if you think you can handle a blondie with a little bit of sass (and by that, I mean a blondie who is CRAZY. I mean, don't pretend you don't KNOW me. We've all read about it), then this video is for you!

I decided to put a face to the name, and personify DRAMA itself. DRAMA likes to say what everyone else is thinking, but are too afraid to speak. DRAMA latches onto one like a leech and sucks out all the energy, like a vampire. DRAMA loves attention.

I decided to send a large message to the world with this video. That message is: I HEAR YOU. I GET IT. I'M ACTUALLY TWO STEPS AHEAD OF YOU. At all times. Being a master illusionist, I'm aware of everything. I know how I'm perceived by others. I know how I perceive myself. The veil is more translucent than you think. Do you think I don't know how prevalent DRAMA is in my life? Hello, friends. I INVENTED it.

There is a common misconception that I, Adam Cerny, love DRAMA. To shove that misconception down the throats of those who perceive it, I made DRAMA my "best friend". I'm giving you an inside view of what that conversation between DRAMA and I would sound like. I'm going to wipe that misconception right off your face.

We discuss a plethora of topics. Friendships, ghosting, ex-lovers, and being a whore for attention. We discuss raw truth. Are you ready to hear the truth?

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-ADAM xoxo

MAY 2017

PERISCOPE: a 60-second visual game by Adam Cerny

PERISCOPE: a 60-second visual game by Adam Cerny

PERISCOPE: see things that would otherwise be hidden or obstructed. You use a telescope to look at ⭐️stars⭐️ and a microscope to look at teeny, tiny cells. A periscope is a tool that helps you see what is an otherwise blocked view. 👀OPEN YOUR EYES👀!

YouTube link HERE - http://bit.ly/2oLcHTP
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-Adam's Apple Uncensored xoxo #adamcerny

APRIL 2017

PAPARAZZI VMA 2009 (Lady Gaga) by Adam Cerny + Mitchell Round

PAPARAZZI VMA 2009 (LADY GAGA) by Adam Cerny + Mitchell Round

Allow me to introduce you to "The Shirtless Duo": Adam Cerny + Mitchell Round. 

We bring joy + love through music + sex appeal with our shirtless ways. It's called: The Hollywood Game. And it works.

Does this shirtless duo actually stand out from the rest, though? YES. They are 100% standing in their truth, in their element, and are present. Mindfulness. Namaste. http://bit.ly/2mVlQbl Any reason to talk about myself or draw attention, right? 😘😏

Here is the Smule Sing! App video link - http://bit.ly/2mVlQbl

Thank you so much for watching our performance! Be sure to like, comment, share, subscribe, and let's talk about it. PEACE + LOVE!

-ADAM xoxo

MARCH 2017

BEHIND THE SCENES WITH ADAM: EPISODE 1 by Adam Cerny

BEHIND THE SCENES WITH ADAM: EPISODE 1 by Adam Cerny

The cover art to this episode is hilarious. If you were you look at it, you'd see fire, and what looks to be a girl who wants to have sex. Right? Obviously, I'm a dude. I could grow my natural hair to that length, but it's not a good look on me. The colors remind me of the 1980s rock band, Dokken. Singing, they split up in 1989. I'm still a huge fan, though. The body is all me. The point is this: the cover art is hilarious because it's everything I'm not. It's all make-believe, playing pretend, and storytelling. Why? Because it's fun!

Rarely do we, as audiences have an opportunity to peek behind the curtain. Self-transparency can be fun. Peeking behind the curtain is, dare I say, kind of naughty? I love watching "Behind the Scenes" documentaries because I appreciate the honesty. I can look at that person and say, "Wow, they aren't so different from me." We're all human. We're all alike, yet, so different.

Unbeknownst to them, the very talented Ashley Renée + Jonathan Regier lent their skills. I love telling stories with people who are...real people. These two are fun. I also want to give a big shoutout to Triller, ROLR, and Smule Sing! Those iOS apps have made me look much cooler than I am.

I hope you enjoy this quickie. Episode 2 should be coming shortly. I have so many ideas that need to come to fruition. Even if it's for me. It's always nice to humor at least one person, though.

Thank you so much for watching! Be sure to like, comment, share, and subscribe.

Peace + Love ☮️✌🏻❤️

-ADAM xoxo

FEBRUARY 2017

ADAM'S ROLRs by Adam Cerny

ADAM'S ROLRs by Adam Cerny

I'm in love. Yes. With the app ROLR! And my two co-stars, Jonathan Regier + Jordan Stemp, for lending their amazing talent to this movie.

Creative video collaborations are so fun to do! Patching together gems into a narrative is hard. That's why this film won't make any sense. YET - I can guarantee it'll make you smile.

We tackle Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Baywatch (THE REMAKE), Dirty Dancing, Titanic, Brides Maids, and more!

Be sure to download the amazing app ROLR here 👉🏻👉🏻http://rolr.me/

Thank you so much for watching. I hope this brought a smile, laugh, or giggle to you. Be sure to like, comment, share, subscribe, and let's talk about it! Peace + Love!

-ADAM xoxo

JANUARY 2017